{"id":4771,"date":"2022-06-23T09:27:26","date_gmt":"2022-06-23T09:27:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cees-elzinga.nl\/welkom\/?page_id=4771"},"modified":"2023-02-11T21:00:31","modified_gmt":"2023-02-11T21:00:31","slug":"zelf-2017","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/cees-elzinga.nl\/welkom\/zelf-2017\/","title":{"rendered":"Zelf 2017 (2020)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Deze drie zelfpotretten maakte ik pas in 2020, naar aanleiding van een verblijf in een IC in 2017. Ik had mijn partner gevraagd wat fotos te maken maar het duurde een aantal jaren voor ik daar werkelijk wat mee kon. 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data-envira-retina=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled.jpg?fit=2560%2C1994&ssl=1\" data-thumb=\"https:\/\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled-75x50_c.jpg\" data-title=\"&amp;quot;Hier&amp;quot; (2020), houtsnede, ca 277 x 358 mm.\" data-envirabox='4482' itemprop=\"contentUrl\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled.jpg?fit=1536%2C1196&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"envira-gallery-image envira-gallery-image-3    envira-lazy\" height=\"480\" id=\"envira-gallery-image-4779\" srcset=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAP\/\/\/\/\/\/\/yH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" tabindex=\"-1\" title=\"&quot;Hier&quot; (2020), houtsnede, ca 277 x 358 mm.\" width=\"640\" data-caption=\"&quot;Hier&quot; (2020), houtsnede, ca 277 x 358 mm.\" data-envira-gallery-id=\"4482\" data-envira-index=\"2\" data-envira-item-id=\"4779\" data-envira-src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled.jpg?fit=1536%2C1196&amp;ssl=1\" data-envira-srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled.jpg?fit=1536%2C1196&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled.jpg?fit=1536%2C1196&amp;ssl=1 2x\" data-title=\"&amp;quot;Hier&amp;quot; (2020), houtsnede, ca 277 x 358 mm.\" itemprop=\"thumbnailUrl\"  draggable=\"false\" onmousedown=\"event.preventDefault()\"  data-envirabox=\"4482\" data-automatic-caption=\"\" data-envira-height=\"234\" data-envira-width=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><noscript><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Niet-Hier.jpg?w=760&#038;ssl=1\" alt='' class='envira_noscript_images ' \/><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/Hier-Q-scaled.jpg?w=760&#038;ssl=1\" alt='' class='envira_noscript_images ' \/><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/Hier-2-scaled.jpg?w=760&#038;ssl=1\" alt='' class='envira_noscript_images ' \/><\/noscript>\n<p>In een oplage van 11 gedrukt op Kozo 40 gr\/m\u00b2. Beeldformaat 277 x 358 mm, bladgrootte 34.5 x 42 cm. \u20ac 330.-.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_1163\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1163\" style=\"width: 181px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1163\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Veldhoen-patient-2-300x300.png?resize=181%2C181\" alt=\"\" width=\"181\" height=\"181\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Veldhoen-patient-2.png?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Veldhoen-patient-2.png?resize=768%2C772&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cees-elzinga.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/Veldhoen-patient-2.png?w=863&amp;ssl=1 863w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 181px) 100vw, 181px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1163\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Patient in Narcose, etching\/aquatint by Aat Veldhoen, 1959.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>In 2021 maakte, <a href=\"http:\/\/jacquolinebosveld.com\/\">Jacquoline Bosveld<\/a> me attent op een ets van <a href=\"https:\/\/nl.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Aat_Veldhoen\">Aat Veldhoen<\/a> &#8220;Patient in Narcose&#8221;, al gemaakt in\u00a0 1959. Ik ken geen andere kunstenaars die zich met dit thema hebben beziggehouden maar nu denk ik dat er meer zijn dan alleen Aat Veldhoen en ik.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Deze drie zelfpotretten maakte ik pas in 2020, naar aanleiding van een verblijf in een IC in 2017. Ik had mijn partner gevraagd wat fotos te maken maar het duurde een aantal jaren voor ik daar werkelijk wat mee kon. Ik herstelde volledig maar mijn zelfbeeld veranderde er diepgaand door. 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